&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
crap! guess what. im stuck outside my house for 2 hours! went out, and the key was unable to open the door! grrr. tried until my thumb swollen and red lo! sian. waited for my parents to come home from work, which is about 10. -.-" and my mum just opened the door at the FIRST time. i was like o.O how did she do it?! slept outside the hse, stone. nvm, at least im now safe in my home sweet home(:

mmm, sunday went out with weiting and rach. took some neos. im actually bored of it you know! was taking the neos and i felt like slping -.-" hahas. firstly, the music was boring, rach said it sounded like HEAVEN. LOL. and secondly, i've simply lost interest in neoprints. yups.












weiting doesnt want her face to be seen in this picture. LOL.



my parents bought new phones. 3G leh. hahas. cos my father want to see my mum. LOL. its SE 600i. quite nice la. but i still prefer my current phone, k750i. cos the camera is 2.0! theirs is only 1.3. hahas. my dad keep 'pestering' me to help him with his phone. hahas. and im darn helpful(:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Sunday, March 26, 2006
learning carnival on thursday and friday. thursday was the maths and science challenge. kenley, elaine, terence represented 3e3 la. but in the end, it was kenley and his father who did the rocket! thx alot! the rocket just went straight and it was 18.86 metres! we won 1st for the sec 3 level! our 2nd cham alr! yay! but the cheer was really crap la. cos the cheer haven think finish, and everybody is not familiar with the cheer yet.

and wads next? the boriest thing ever, ms tan's talk. everybody was like falling aslp, and she still has the modd to go on talking. wth. next was mr lee's talking. i just dun get it, they are talking about the same thing, but why one makes it so boring, while the other can make it a little more fun? mr lee gave 10 dollars to the mingkiat u noe! cos he used his BELIEF and took ACTION to grab the money, and so mr lee gave the 10 dollars to him! the whole sec 3 was like shocked la! so generous lo!

then we went to science centre. okay lo, went snow city to make ice cream, and it taste more like milk cream to me. it's damn milky la, and shirlynn was avoiding it. cos it's made up of one whole bottle of bulla cream and its 34% of milk cream. she's on diet, so we got to eat her share, but actually i'll rather not eat it la.

the talk in science centre is boring, i'm more amazed by those optical illusions, more interesting la. and everybody goes, WOAH~ WOO~ AHH~ WOW~. LOL.

friday, 1st, we have a talk of dunno wad, cannot rmb, and the 2nd is financial workshop. so sian la. i went to the toilet for 10 mins, come back, finish! -.-" so zhun lo. heng i went to toilet, missed 10 mins of hell. hahas.

aftertt LOST in chinatown. was OKAY? we walked and slacked, ate at BK. see 7-11, go in. mad bought us soft toys. there's 4 of us one each. shirlynn got POOH! i got PIGLET! chenying got EEYORE! mad got TIGGER! was darn cute. love it! <3

met up with lionel & co. aftertt at the MA ZU temple, i think. we walked back together. took photos on the way back, stupid photos. hahas. nvm. we walked a shortcut and lost our way, they guys told us to meet them at HANS so that we can walk back together. but they werent there! so we walk back ourselves la. guess wad? we went back earlier then them la! GIRL POWER! (:

literary night is boring. the movie sucks. oliver twist, i dun like movies that is of pple long ago. i prefer COACH CARTER that kind lo. yups. nelson said he was at the back of the hall with beijia and jasmine, so i went there to talk crap. aftertt i went back to class there, and it was so funny. chenying and i are learning hokkien and teochew from shirlynn and renee. our pronunciation is C-R-A-P. others are learning cantonese. xinyun damn funny la. she learn whole chunk of cantonese to scold chunyang. so hardworking lo!

today, gym training was GREAT! that uncle came and he taught me alot of things. i love the feeling of sweating! SATISFACTION~ buahaha. how i hope that gym trainings will always be like this la.

meet-the-parent session is just YEW. the talks are boring, but miracly, ms tan only talk half an hour, shorter than the 45 mins she is given to speak. thank goodness.(x ma nvr go, so i took the results slip myself, and my marks is ok lo. but i got position 36 in class! ahhh. so sad. hahas. heng, my mum nvr say anything when i told her about it. woohoo~

i've got to study harder, somehow. (:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, March 23, 2006
sorry for the necklace and the argument. im glad that it's over. and, STOP doing wad i did when i talk about the necklace! grrr. LOL. i'll try and find time okay! yups, sure got time go out one la. no need pon sch.

today's really sucky. ms ong din come for physics so bala and me went look for her, and guess wad? ms tan hwee pin help us find lo! hahas. e3 so BIG lo. LOL. aftertt during mr lee lesson, dunno wad happen to me. i keep daydreaming, but the weird thing is, im stoning but i can still hear wad mr lee is saying leh. LOL. yay, i master new skill! hehes.

HOPE FOR THIS YEAR.
stop crying(:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Tuesday, March 21, 2006
I've got plenty to blog about! hahas. let's talk about my trip to taiwan and hongkong first. wasnt keen on going there cause i'll be missing out on alot of things, e3 BBQ [which was like damn fun!], english and chinese oral, yangzheng alumni dinner [was it boring?] and alot others la! thought that the trip will be boring, AND it really was boring. i did shopping and shopping and shopping. THE END. hahas. no la. theres other things i did, took some photos, LOL.


my mother aslp! hahas. it's in the afternn, and we are in the hotel, slping?!


there's wine in the hotel room, so i took photos of them, all the alcohol percentage damn high la, 40% plus. i think i drink one sip can die die slp whole week alr. hahas.

some random pics..


my dad and ma, with their wuliao face.


drew this in the hotel, cause it's TOO boring.


pic i took while waiting for them to go toilet. hahas.

off to disneyland of 15/3, my worse day? yes and no. hongkong's disney land is damn boring. it's so small la, and the whole place there's only one game which interest me, roller coaster. and there's absolutely no pple one lo. i ride the roller coaster 3 times, w/o queuing up leh! damn sick. go ther waste money only lo.


me and my ma(:


my uncle, this pic nice rite! i took it lo, the train just happen to pass by! hahas.


the castle, it looks like some kind of toy.


another pic of me and my ma.


a nice pic of me, my ma, and whose that? the one in lionking.


candid shot! i whacked IT cos IT keep harrasing me! buahaha, im violent!


my pretty mama! (x

and it's time for parade! all the cars very nice lo! very fantasy. took down all the cars, quite nice la.


first up, Disney On Parade!


giant Mickey!


this thing just keep rotating and flipping those cards. @.@


this one is nice!


this 'cute' tree just look pervertic to me..


it's snow white, cinderella and beauty! love beauty!


cinderella, i think she looks identical with the one in the book!


alice in wonderland. i never knew wad this story is about. never read before lo.


the flowers are damn CUTE! <3


hard work! heavy costumes, sommore must stand on stilts. wah!


ORANGE starfish! damn nice!


this is one of the nicest designs, really good.


the 'pretty' mermaid. wah, the prettiest lo. -.-"


this hermit crab damn cute la, can blow bubble one.


ugly looking jellyfish.


think this is damn cool, the toy soldiers in toy story. hahas.


buzz lightyear!!


last but not least, there's mickey, minnie, pluto, and donald duck.

went to guangzhou the next day, to buy cds and vcds la, cos so damn cheap. met up with my uncle auntie and cousin there. they brought us around, and my not bad looking cousin brought me to eat sushi! wahahas!


it's him, not bad la. looks better in real life! (:

and now, i back in s'pore, and i still feel that s'pore is the best la. hahas. got my dog back on sunday, and she cut her fur! and now she looks so small and young, liek puppy. hahas. so cute lo! all her fur very short, only the two ears the fur long only. LOL.


so cute rite! hahas.

lets rewind back to the last week of sch, i went to rach's hse on wednesday. we talked, played puzzle, laughed, and looked at all the past photos we had. pple changed SO much. and we laughed for 3 hours lo! here's some pics. hahas.


primary 4g.


primary 3g.


primary 4g.


primary 5g.


primary 5g.


primary 6g.

took pictures with rach, weiting didnt want to take, so there's only me and rach.





end of post! finally. yay.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, March 10, 2006
going to taiwan tmr. hais. 1st time i go overseas so sad la. i miss him, miss 3e3, miss gym, miss 6g, and i actually miss sch! i'll rather be at school studying with my friends, rather than going to taiwan. so sian. just hope that the trip wun be as bad la.

had chem test today, and it sucked. dinnoe how to do, summore i was late for 10 mins la! thx weiting(: -.-" nvm la, at least i get to enjoy mac and spend more time with weiting. hahas. but i still did the paper faster than others. why? cos i dunno how to do, anyhow do. sian.

gym today, had fun, but gym w/o rach is plain weird. sec 3 batch is only left with 5 pple! and its so boring! hais. we started from 11, danwei, lihua, jianee, wenqin, and rachel had left, and it's left with doreen, nina, xueqi, qini, xinmei and me. this is crap can! hais. but doing and learning gym is still fun.

ytd, went to rach hse to visit her with weiting. rach is quite okay bah? at least she can walk about alr. the doc said it was muscle pull, but if she continued doing the highjump, the muscle will tear. heng lo! heng nvr tear. if not, she'll not be resting for only 2 weeks le. think 1 month plus alr lo.

hop e3 will have fun during tmr's BBQ! although i wun be there to join in the fun, i hope all of u will have a great time too. (: but i really wan to go la! T.T

cried just now at home. cos i just miss him, and feifei la. at home w/o feifei is just sick. the hse seemed so quiet. parents alr not at home le, now cannot even hear feifei's barking. it just feels so weird.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, March 08, 2006
today's sports heats for the field events. im taking part in high jump lo. and weiting has her detention again, for being late, so i wait for her a while at the foyer, and mr lee came and talk to me. ask me why im in my gym tshirt. then when i say me and nina participating in high jump, he so bad la! he say why two so short one go jump high jump! walao, short pple cannot jump meh! hahas.

waited for the lower sec guys and girls, and upper sec guys to jump finish before its our turn. lower sec guys, JIALE got 2nd! then got some went for history test cam back late, and their chance is forfeited. damn unfair la! is not their fault somemore. nvm, lower sec girls, dunno who won. and upper sec guys, derrick won 2nd! woohoo~ gym's pride! hahas. he could have jumped higher, but he hurt his leg la. yar.

the it's our turn. super gancheong la! but nvm, i got 1st, nina got 2nd, and doreen got 3rd! woohoo~ gym won everything. and it's left to rach and phoebe to fight for the 4th place.

rach could have won, but she tore her muscle i think, and its really bad. she cannot even walk la. she's pushing herself too much, she's too stressed out. and plus, its her last two months in zhonghua, she really want some recognition before she leaves the school. but im really afraid that she will hurt herself lo. she had been crying so much this few weeks, all the bad things, bad results, stress, her leg.

she miss the school very much la, gym, 3e1, 2e6, councel. hopes she gets well soon, and dun push herself too much. take care(:

mmm, 3 cheers for 3e3 and gymnastics! ^^

&still trying to find a happy ending

Monday, March 06, 2006
rach is migrating. i know i have said this before, but the feeling now is totally different lo. that time is MAYBE only, and now? it's CONFIRM. i carn imagine she'll be away after 2 months? i dun even know if i have the chance to see her again, and how to contact her. hais.

i hope she wun be reading this, cos i know she was about to cry on saturday, when we teased her about her LAST gymnastics training in late april. she was looking down, and when she looked up, her eyes were red. doreen dint notice, but i did. i felt so guilty la, teasing her.

she's so hardworking in gym nowadays, at least to me. i think she knows that she wun have the chance to train gym again in china, cos the pple there i pros. she just want to enjoy and treasure the last 2 months here, in zhonghua, with her friends, with us. just hope that she can adapt herself there as soon as possible, and visit us [or we can visit her] soon enough.

i'll miss you.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, March 04, 2006
hell week is finally over, 7 tests crammed in a week is really crazy. one test a day, and some days even have 2-3 tests. study like crazy. hope everyone has done well, well, if u dont, study harder next time and pass! woohoo!

dosmond really farnie la, after maths tests come ask me i know how to do anot. i said NO, and he was like damn happy cos he i think he know how to do. hahas. i dunno how to do cos it's indices kay! other than that, i know the others la. yar. LOL.

i really like e3's blog, cos it's ALIVE! hahas. and thx to elaine for the great design! its super nice can! and it's like tchers have been tagging us too, other than FT of course. theres ms leong too(:

there's spotchecks today, as usual, nobody is caught with anything too serious. No cutting of hair, NO demerits, only cutting of fingernails. can see yuenchi damn sad. hahas. his 'long and nice' last fingernail has been cut off. cry boy! hahas.

chinese test was abit stupid? and i found that i cannot differentiate girl and guy. T.T am i that lousy? chenying cannot too! hahas. cockeye ah. @.@

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, March 03, 2006
wanted to post this on monday, but, this week is HELL! 7 tests in a week? crazy can! so only can post this today. hahas.

during assembly, a councillor pass me a white slip! i look and screamed, wah! Ang Chan Mai Mai never come! i damn happy la. mmm, she's not bad la, only her lessons ABIT boring. just abit la. so, i was very happy. but aftertt some guys said, walao, bird, wad ACMM lo, is the ang chun hua la! the chinese tcher. i was like o.O my eyes got problem izzit. hahas. so paiseh, let everybody so disappointed. LOL. sorry.^^

and aftertt there's the SS test. i first time so serious lo. woke up at 345am to study, until 5.30am then go slp. in sch also mug like crazy. but when i got the paper, i was like HUH?! wth is that. dunno how to answer. sian.

just to relieve my 'stress' la, here's a quiz i found on auggie's blog.

1) What fairy tales do you think of when you see '3'?
3 blind mice, 3 blind mice, see how fast they grow, see how fast they grow, so tall, so smart, i drink GROW. delicious creamy GROW GROW GROW. we love GROW. we love GROW!is that a fairytale?

2) What are the 3 things you cannot live without currently?
oxygen, water, food. this is essential! w/o them, u cannot even live lo!

3) What are your 3 favorite books?
3 point shooter book 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6. it's a damn nice chinese book series!

4) What are the 3 types of things in your room that have the most quantities?
clothes, undergarments, dirt.

5) Who are the 3 friends who keep you sane?
doreen[makes me feel serious and concentrate in gym(:], kelvin[he keeps studying!], bala[hopes to lead e3 well]. weiting, rach, nina, chenying, shirlynn, lena makes me insane lo!

6) Who are the 3 friends whom you think treat you as a big part of their lives?
erkee(:, weiting, rachel.

7) Who are the 3 people whom may think you're indispensable in their lives?
as above. i think. wads indispensable?

8) Who are the 3 people whom are indispensable in your life?
erkee, weiting, chenying, rach[don't migrate! pls?]. let's make it 4.

9) What are the 3 songs that are stuck in your head now ??
ji de [ahmei], shan hu hai[jay,lara], pan duo la[angela].

10) What are the 3 songs you sing all the time?
ji de [ahmei], shan hu hai[jay,lara], hui you na me yi tian[JJ].

11) What are the 3 dishes you can eat everyday?
chicken burger[vomits T.T], chrysentumum tea[okay, my spelling sucks], fries.

12) What are the 3 things you can do everyday?
gymnastics, use com, eat sushi. hahas.

13) What do you do when you go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out?
i never said i want to go.

14) Who are the best people to talk on IM?
IM? i only know IMM.

15) Who do you think has the most patience around you?
rach. hahas. patient with whoever de lo. i think weiting too(: chenying ah? soso la.

16) What are the 3 things that reduce you to tears almost instantaneously?
family problems, sad dramas or MV, love stories.

17) What features do you like about yourself?
nice eyes, nice nose, nice lips, everything, buahaha(X my height okay?

18) What personality traits do you like about yourself?
im cute, friendly, cheerful, great! hahas.

19) What are you proud of about yourself?
being a gymnast, and a fan of w-inds.

20) What do you do when you're down?
cry in my room.

21) What do you do when you're bored?
use com, watch tv, slp, eat.

23) What have you done to regret?
loads. i never think before i act.

24) What do you loathe?
birds, lizards, blackouts, alone.

25) What will you do with a million bucks?
shop shop and shop!

26) What will your children's names be?
beavis and butthead! cute names rite!

27) Where are your favorite countries?
japan, korea, australia.

28) What are you thinking of right now?
bored.

29) Who do you wish to see now?
erkee.

30) What are the flowers you like?
any?

31) What are your favourite designs of clothes?
anything that suits me.

32) What do you think are your good friends' weak points?
some impatieny, some bochap, so too serious, some too quiet, some too noisy. -.-"

33) What does other people likes to say about you?
cute. LOL. blur.

34) Favourite food?
sushi!

35) Favourite drink?
greentea, rootbeer, icecream soda.

36) Have you ever been in a car accident?
yar.

37) How about your favourite sports?
gymnastics!! no reasons, just LOVE. <3

38) Your favourite colours?
green, orange, black.

39) How many tattoos do you have?
zero la.

40) Which most describes you?
normal.

41) What is your favortive numbers?
1 to infinite.

42) What is your emotion most of the time?
cheerful?

43) Do you like sweets?
yups.

44) Enough... last question: How many people are you going to tell about this quiz?
0. can see? it's zero.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Wednesday, March 01, 2006
rach says maybe she's migrating to china! oh my gosh! i really dun wan her to migrate lo, i'll miss her! and it's china, can her chinese make it? dun think so. buahaha. no la, her chinese will definitely improve if she stays there. but i so dun wan her to migrate can! i've known her for 6 plus years alr, although she can get quite idiotic sometimes [ when she laughs at things we are talking and dont understand at all. ], but i still love her, and she's my best friend forever. i'll miss her stupid smile and the time we play stupidly in gymnastics trainings. all those forward roll competition crap. all thos fun times. i miss her leh! dun go over to china la! pls!

weiting's physics got a pathetic 5.5. cos she din do half of the questions la. rach is very guilty about it, cos she said she told weiting the wrong things to study. she kept saying sorry. make until me and weiting dun dare tell her weiting's marks. LOL. i got 12 or 17 bah, i cannot read wads ms ting is writing, and her marking is like so weird, alot of circle and ticks, also dunno which correct lo. and guess wad? i miracally pass my history and geography! gosh. 13/25 for history and 16.5/25 for geography. not bad huh.

i waited for weiting until her detention today, i wuliao lo, can go home dun wan go back. wait for her until 5. went to class to sit and see wad i can do in class while waiting for her. i realise my class is just so fun everyday, no matter who are they. everybody can just talk to anyone. not bad.

tmr's sports heats, but there's english test also. so extra lo. 3e3 is running! must come and support okay! it's OUR class. im jumping long jump, nina too, as well as rachel, xueqi, annlin, gym pple. like gymnastics competition like that lo! hahas. i carn win so all hopes are on you nina! kambateh! all the best to those running too! jiayou!

i have 7 tests this week! abit crazy? stupid lo, there Amaths, english and physics tmr! grrr, stressed out, should i wake up and study tmr again? wait and see la. i cannot afford to fail again. *sigh*

i saw the spiderman's new pic. they change the costume from read and blue to black! it's abit weird, but i think it looks cool! spiderman is my fav hero btw, compared to superman, batman..


not bad rite? looks kind of mysterious to me(:

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